today,was supposed to be one hell of an exciting day. SUPPOSEDLY. but it was just DISPOSED so easiLY by SOME people. when, 1st, I HAD A FREAKING B&J's JOB INTERVIEW AT DHOBY (which i had postponed to next week because of today's OUTING,and where next week i was supposed to work) 2nd, I WAS SUPPOSED TO WORK IN THE OFFICE AFTER MY MYSTERY SHOPPING BRIEFING! 3rd, I'D REQUESTED FOR THEM TO WRAP IT ALL UP A LITTLE EARLIER! just to know that i was left ALONE, stranded in the middle of the city. not knowing where to go. not having a friend to accompany me on the go.
i was feeling rather pissed that i felt like WALKING home from cityhall! i guess i gave in too much, that i've always been putting others before me, when others put others before me! so next time, if i'm working, jolly well means i'm working. and if i'm studying, jolly well means i'm studying. if i'm planning to go out but work pops up, jolly well means i'm going to work too.
as i headed ALONE to artfriend in Bras Basah. i was feeling more pissed when people kept stopping me, to recommend their model agencies! TO HELL WITH ALL YOUR GIMMICKS OK!stop being quirky! (but i really hope i can be one,where the portfolio is not as expensive as hundreds over!) and a guy on a bike, calling me sayang dengan sesuka hati kepala otak berdaki bontot tak cuci dia! if i wasn't straight i would throw my purple shoes to him! BUT unfortunately, i love my shoes! and it's weird, as i had to become an economist today! i actually calculated each and every item i put into the basket at ArtFriend! i only took materials that is under the price of 90cents! and a board which is $3.50! and glue which is $2.34! and the rest is in cents. still,it was $13.50! so i had to top it up with my daily allowance. (cos,if you read yesterday's post, i'm only left with $10!)
WHEN I SAW $15 extra in my wallet,while in the train on the way home! argh!!!!!!! if i'd knew, i'd buy this, i'd buy that! i'd even afford a nice dress! STUPID!
P.S: the PURPLE dress i bought yesterday, was meant to be worn for a special day. but i feel like throwing it away now. lesson learnt : rezki jgn ditolak, musuh jgn dicari. lain kali org suroh keje, KEJE! badot!
as i headed ALONE to artfriend in Bras Basah.
