Entry title: life's too hectic.
Saturday, January 17, 2009 / 9:26 AM
oh,thankyou.
all these while i realized that what mum said was true.
"If you can't take good care of yourself, don't bother commiting to take care of others.
Because when you fail to do so,you'll be full of guilt"
i really didn't mean it.
i swear.
if not i won't be volunteering to do so,right?
shieks!and i was planning to go to work today BUT
here i am sitting on my bed,with a blanket over me.
my eyes are sore and i'm down with flu.
i look like a damn panda in cold.
life's too hectic i guess.
then you'll go,"Life's too hectic,complain! Life's too boring,also complain!"
it's only the mid of January,and i'm blowing off.
my mind's all haywired.
i guess it's because i didn't take a real break for a getaway.
i am very sure,i hadn't done my ritual shopping for so long.
i need to do something to make me stand strong and calm myself.
a trip overseas, is incredibly awesome :)
i just need a break.
how i wish i could fly.
i faced too much bitterness nowadays,one after another,it's taking a TOLL on me!
and that's making me low and pushing me way down.
if you can see,nowadays i'm way too sensitive and even if you're joking or didn't mean it,still
"I perceived a tone of SARCASM in your voice,"
-originates from Abdul Hakim Hj Ahmad
i don't wish to talk to anyone now.
cos i'm afraid i'll get lower.
