Entry title: life is harder than what you thought.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009 / 9:23 PM
beauty in your eyes, may not be beauty in my life.
my life is not as beautiful as you thought it is.
i'm nowhere near perfect.
i'm not even near to average.
i've finally chose to lighten up,sit back and share.
the best feeling in this world.
the best BESTEST feeling on earth,is to be close to your family.
and i bet i've totally lost it.
all eyes on me.yea.
partially i, who'd been living in this world as a perfectionist who never admits my mistakes, now admit that i'm wrong.
i asked too much from a couple of traditional people.
FREEDOM is all i wanted.
to fly free but knowing my limits.
however, beatings, harsh scoldings and heart-breaking words were all i got.
thankyousomuch.
and that's totally not the right way to educate.
they....
i've finally chose to lighten up,sit back and share.
bottomline.don't turn bad just because of these.if people don't treat you right,
YOU treat yourself right then.
contradicting?i'm awared.
and apologies people for unentertained texts and calls, invitations and the fake smile i put on.
