yeap. thank you very much :)
now im all stressed up MUM!
serious i've never felt this dumb before.
i just cant think right.
and if i open my mouth,only stupid words will be blabbered.
no other.
and looking at the condition of my room.
it's a great mess with paperworks and notes flying here and there.
i swear i hadnt' done my chores for 2 FREAKING DAYS!
and for the first time,
i swear my used clothes are still in the laundry basket untouched!
and mum dont complain please.i wanna hear NOTHING!
i'm receiving unnecessary attacks of migraine and headaches.
and i feel like crying to someone.
just anyone who's willing to spare me 5 minutes of silence on the phone to allow me to let my tears out. serious shit. i dont feel like talking to anyone now. i told you so even if i try i'll only blabber nonsense.
piles of paperwork just didn't help.
i dont' even know if what i've learnt and practised will still be there when im in the examination room! i'm so damn stress! OMG! to think that tmr i have a study date with fazlin. now i've just lost the momentum to do so. SHIT!
money is what everyone want and die for. but if you got so much money and got so stressed up and fall sick. what's the use of earning so much?i just need a good rest now.but i simply cant!im worrying bout my CAMF paper too much!
