Entry title: i KNEW it.
Monday, November 24, 2008 / 12:19 AM
i knew this would happened.
the moment i saw HER face.
freaking fishhead.
sukipiang.
pu_tiang!
it happened once.
it happened again.
i cant help it.
it's a STUPID feeling in me.
very STUPIDLY DUMB!
i shall be direct here.
express all my feelings rather than keeping it to myself.
im experiencing a feeling of uneasiness.
my heart's uncalm.
my head's spinning.
and im overpowered by a word called "WORRY"
it shouldnt' happened this way.
the moment i see her face there.i knew it was wrong.VERY WRONG.
previous issue was sham borrowed my lappie to view HER(a different her) friendster.
and he was like, "yep!that's my ex!LAWA giler kan!rugi sey i!"
deep in my heart,im like, "heh!OMG!rugi ehh?CB lah!kau berani puji ex kau depan gf kau? MATI SUDAH!"
and now another issue.
i saw HER freaking face.
i freaking know who he was with before me.
if the last time,he mentioned ex. it didnt shook me.
now it did.cos SHE exists!i know how she looked like now.DUCK!
even though this time round he's not saying anything more.
other than,"ohh.tu my ex"
but still!argh!
it should have NEVER happened!
SHE shouldnt have commented on his profile!
go FLY!
urgh!
sebagaimana i've deleted my EX's account sebegitu juga my expectations towards others!
it's too high of an expectation,sue!
STOP IT SIA SUAIDAH!
IGNORE HER.SHE'S BARELY ON HIS MIND NOW.
I BET SHE'S TOTALLY OUT OF HIS MIND NOW!
BE VERY SURE.YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE HE LOVES.
yes i AM VERY SURE. =)
Allah please be with me this time.
many occurence of heartbreaks had shook me.
almost feared me to death!
i don't wanna go around searching,picking and fixing back the bits and pieces of my heart again.
i can't afford to be defeated by love again.
i am no longer strong enough. gosh. stupid tears.
girls cry unnecessarily. i totally AGREE!
