everything's gonna be fine.
that's what i keep repeating to myself.
i got to be strong.
dont be too harsh on myself.
here, im going to make a lil promise.
i'll not take that stupid pills anymore.
i mean more than i actually need.
OKIE? =)

i'll be a good girl and the old me.
i admit i'd never realized that i'd changed.
and thinking of that,i really miss the OLD me!
im so grateful to have my family with me.
it's been 17 nearly 18 years i've been living under one roof with them.
and living through their guidance.
im so sorry for whatever i've done and i really want us to be together again.
forever now and till the end.

special credits to DIYANAH!
thanx babe.your advice is forever precious to me!
and MARZURA!thanx fer being there for me,putting back my smile into place and lending me your listening ears!
the other friends,thanx fer brightening my day! =)
and and not forgetting my beloved BOYFIE!
thanx for putting back sense into ME!
i really really love you.
and every single day i thank ALLAH for meeting us up!
and uniting our 2 hearts and melting them into 1 LOVE!
i'll continue to pray that we'll last forever!
and so that we'll be strong enough in going through the high and low tides together!
ANG i hope whatever that has happened will strengthen our love and make us bond!
LOVE LOVED!

p.s:ohhH!and i GOT my siti nurhaliza manja already!weee.she's like so so GORGEOUS can?!OMG!ily!