Entry title: ohhh WHATEVER!
Sunday, October 19, 2008 / 11:30 AM
nothing's left in my life now i guess. all the beautiful things' gone.it just flew with the wind. i didnt manage to capture em in time. home has been a mess for me. and do you agree that the people at home are the greatest influence of all? yea.to me.its a definite YES. rumahku syurgaku?HAHA.think again. it has been a lie.a BIG huge tremendous LIE. they're driving me nuts.bananas.teriyaki.
till i lost control and cant think. halfly dead. 10 double coloured candies down my throat. slowly destroying the system. sooner or later. i dont feel like talking to anyone.no one would ever understand.
however,i seriously need a shoulder to cry. a hand to hold. a ear to listen. a heart to care. i need boyfie immediately!like NOW. omg.it's killing me. freedom is no freedom at all. i want HIM NOW. pity pity please. =(
