Entry title: HELP!!!
Monday, August 4, 2008 / 10:43 PM
yea.balls.muttonballs... fishballs...sotongballs... cotton balls! thanks honey fer e breakfast at mac!and e cotton balls! :D
okie.OKIE.however,f**k the rest of the day can?! in DS i bloodyhell cant concentrate.toilette intervals never fail to keep me restless. and so ended up creating nonsense fer my collage,lucky me it's dateline on e 11th. dont have to submit it on the spot!and im done with it.my theme is hearts.i'll grab a pic an upload later.and yea...i cant concentrate.mainly because she's creating a fuss out of something so small!i wonder why she's liddat.im SO SICK of this!she's taking away my effin life!now that my hp's in her possession.baik KE PE?!dont blame me if one day,my room's being abandoned.i MEAN it.im just waiting fer the perfect time? kau bagus,kau bagus,kau bagus! semua kau,semua kau,semua kau!
MAK!i really need you now!i need a shoulder to cry...i cant afford to shed this tears alone...these tears dont fall without a reason.i see LOVE in his eyes.and i wanna be with no one else but HIM!am i that unfortunate to not deserve to be in love?am i that stupid to fail in love all e time?!am i that unlucky to not deserve HIS love,care and concern???i SUCK! and they said it's too early fer me to think about love.WHY?!why,when it comes to this,it's too early???you people are shitting me!it's not like due to love,my assignments are left undone. studies being put aside.families being abandoned.friends being despised.YOU PEEPS STILL FEEL THE LOVE FROM ME right?!someone just please help talk that woman out. till then,im not going to laugh or smile NO MORE.say im arrogant,so BE IT! im not going to talk too much. im not going to bother. and friday nights are back to stay OUT till late hours.and everyday is now self-study in bishan's library till late evenings. :P
thanks ehh.kasi nangis banyak2! and no matter what,i want you to know.or maybe i NEED you to know. whatever happens,my feelings towards you WILL NEVER change.and if you leave,that only means a thing,which is,my heart's TOTALLY closed!this i swear upon my granny! with a woman like HER,who would want to fall in love again??? :S i swear i lebih rela jady andartu daripada merana becos of her doings! please!if this were to be MY LAST WISH. i wish YOU would change.so adik wont suffer.i swear you got way better daughters as compared to OTHERS. I LOVE YOU LAH IBU!please...and im sorry fer lending him my money:(
