Entry title: i'm carefree(:
Monday, July 14, 2008 / 8:19 AM
this is what i get fer self-proclaiming. so never self-proclaims please! i was totally confused. numb. blank. ... last night when a text like that beeped into my cellphone. but im not going to care. fer how long should this goes on? if it's not now,then when??? i should be strong. i should move on. i should stop caring about other people's feelings. people who doesnt know how to care fer mine,i mean. who just don't appreciate ME. yang penting muda cuma sekali,SO kita ENJOY! YAY-ness! excused the phrase.cos it's going to be everywhere around me. it's my only motivating line! alright.thanky0u DOY for waking me up! (: now it's nearly 8.30am. in 3 hours time.i should be in school. shit. im TOO early.hehe.dah siap semua.semangat! anticipating the moment!BUT at the same time nervous! will i fall on the first day? will i not fall,but maybe trip? will i lost my way? will i be able to find my LECTURE room???!!!! will i be able to stand lectures? will i be able to "click" with lecturers and be their APPLE of the eye?!hehe! will i spill on anything? will i be able to make friends with all the monkeys,especially? HAHA.that's fer sure! on top of all... WILL I BE ABLE TO CABOT in order to meet my babes?! :S
